Do you ever feel like time stands still?
For the past 6-8 months all I ever wanted was to sit and do nothing. Granny used to say that “Only boring people get bored.”
It’s not that I am bored because I’m actually very busy, but I feel complacent. I often find myself sitting at a table in a daze, not a day dream. Or walking aimlessly down the street with a feeling of no direction. The fire in my heart has been dampened and I can’t seem to find a cloth. I suppose that’s what happens when you are constantly moving, working and traveling. Once you stop, it stops. It feels like the day after Christmas or the end of a school year. On the flip side I have taken this space in time to refocus on my favorite hobbies which took a back seat last year. At some point the complacency will fade and something will fill the corners of the heart back up with happiness.
Photos by Felicia Lasala